Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in icequeenkat777's LiveJournal:

Sunday, July 10th, 2005
2:31 pm	OMG!!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG OMG!!! I can't believe that it's already summer... It's been about 2 1/2 months since I've posted... Well... Somethings came up... Heh heh... Well first off, I think I might be.... Of all things, in LOVE!!! Crazy isn't it... A few guys have passed, a few fights with my mom, a few quirky other events... Like the 4th of July and my watching of GAY PORN for the first time ever...                            Hmmmmm.... Well I can't really type a lot seeing as how I decided to post right before my mom gets home... I'm a smart arse... Well tomorrow I'll post and give a play by play of each month in general...   Well last thoughts... I fell in love, but fucked it up, and I'm freeking out... Oh his name is Warren, and he is MINE!!! So back off ya beetches... *waves torch at bunch-o preppy chicks and wanna be vamps* Current Mood: I EXTREMELY LIKE WARREN Current Music: Mariah Carey's "We Belong Together"(you'll see why later on) (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
5:25 am	AWWW!!! I heart Mike... AWWW!!! Mike is so cute!!! Well actually he's very very hott, but nevermind that... Ok, so I told Mike after he saw a pic of me, that he probably thinks I'm a horrible looking beetch!!! And he said he doesn't think that... Me- Prove it... Mike- I don't know how... Me- *shrugs* Idk, write me a poem or a song or something... *GASPS!!!* So guess what he did?!! HE WROTE ME A POEM!!! Awww!!! He's so sweeeet!!! Here's what he wrote: I dreamed I died, woke up wishing I did You said you loved me, that kept me alive I will stay by your side, never letting go *Kisses Mike and holds on to him* You're so cute!!! Thank you so much!!! NO guy has ever written me a poem... *Kisses*   Current Mood: THANKS MIKE!!! Current Music: It's too fucking early-I woke up like 1/2 hr ago (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
5:58 pm	AARRRGGGHHH!!!! *SCREAMS IN A RAMPAGE AND BEATS THE CRAP OUT OF PEOPLE- OCCASIONALLY KILLING SOME* Ok well first off... There was a fog this morning, which always means that something big is going to happen... AND GUESS WHAT?!! SOMETHING DID!!! I almost got into a fight with this guy named Richard Bassett... My friend Jean (pronounced John) is a real big guy, and really really really STRONG... Well Bassett said some shit  (TELL YA LATER) and I lunged at him, and Jean was holding me back... He was having A LOT of TROUBLE holding ME BACK!!! Yeah... And so the day wears on, during Biology, this bitch Christina (who thinks she's a know it all and smarter than Einstein, yet has trouble remembering the Pythagriam theorem) is basically gloating about herself!!! ANNOYS THE HELL OUT OF ME!!! OH AND SHE CHOMPS THE HELL OUT OF HER GUM!!! LIKE A FUCKING COW!!! SHE LOOKS LIKE ONE TOO!!! Ok, then later, during my last class of the day AFJROTC (Air Force Junior Reserve Officer Training Corps) Bassett sits in front of me... He kept on walking by and giving me these dirty looks! I wanted to fucking bash his head into a brick wall!!! And then during ROTC practice, there's this girl named Danielle, and she keeps fucking everything up... And she thinks she's right all the time... BULL SHIT!!! She can't even admit that she made a mistake, she has to pin it on someone else... And, she talks about herself TOO MUCH!!! AND THEN, when I get home, my mom is gonna say, "Don't bring your bitchy attitude into my house!!!" I didn't even fucking say anything...!!!!!!!!! STUPID PEOPLES ARE PISSING ME OFF!!! *sob* I need comfort!!! *looks around* Where's Mike??? Current Mood: I'M GOING TO KILL PEOPLE!!! Current Music: my angered thoughts laughing at me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
7:20 pm	SO... My birthday is on Saturday the 23rd *bounces* HI EVERYBODY!!! O-M-G!!! Guess what!??!!! My BIRTHDAY IS THIS SATURDAY!!! April 23rd; William Shakespeare's death date and supposed birthdate... Yeah and Mike finally saw a pic of me, and I haven't scared him away... I am shocked!!! AWWW!!! He's so sweet!!! And I don't even think Rick knows I'm alive anymore... So yeah... It really sucks though that Mike lives in ENGLAND!!! And once again, my shoulder is killing me... I need a massage... Oh and since I found out Mike reads this each time he goes online......--------------------> *smooches* ^_^ *Kat's friends point and laugh* (Kat's homiez) Loser!!! (Kat) T_T """ grrr.... Well I have to go do homework!!! *Hugs and kisses!!!* *Huggles Mike* awww HOTTIE!!! *smooches and blushes* (Kat's friends) LOSER!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: MIKE!!! *SQUEE* Current Music: American Idol on TV (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
9:36 am	It's been awhile I realize it's been over a week since I've updated my journal... To tell ya the truth, I've been lazy and nothing has really happened. Well first off, Saturday, April 2nd, my mom decided to drive  to the bakery. On the way back, there was this guy who tipped his cap at my mom, so she waved. For the next 20 minutes, they were flirting between cars! I mean who flirts from their cars??? That is so frickin STUPID!!! Yeah so my brother's 11 years old now, I'm going to turn 16 on the 23rd! But it's not like I'm going to celebrate by having a party cuz I get to go to an ROTC competition at the Denver Colosseum! Whoo!!! If I come back with a trophy (especially 1st place for my team) I'll be super happy! Yeah another thing, I don't think there is any way that Rick and I could hook up... He kinda likes this girl, um I think her name was Morgan, and she's his ex... (What is up with him liking his ex's??? It's like he has to know you before 8th grade before he would even consider thinking that you're cute!) And Rick wants to ask her to prom... Meh... It's funny though, each time I start thinking there is no way Rick and I could even be flirting, I start having all these nice (and I mean REALLY nice) dreams where he's being sweet and flirtatious with me... And of course, just being the Kat I am, I'm all shy around him like I am in real life... Parch`esus! Even in my dreams I'm shy around him!!! Yes well I will update later... Give ya more info on what's been going on... And so, Death quietly rapped on the young girl's window... Waiting for her to ache beneath him and welcome his, so as he  could deliver the ultimate gift. She opened her eyes, then her arms and embraced him, giving Death one last feel of warmth. Death bent his head and took her mouth firmly in his. She clawed at Death's back, hungry for more. That's when he made his move... Stay tuned for more!!! Bwa!!! Current Mood: ditzy Current Music: None (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
7:43 pm	I'll write later... Pictures NOW! Bwa!!! OK PEOPLES WELL, You need to know that you have to scroll to the side to see them ok?                </p>            Current Mood: Yeah... Whatever Current Music: Queen of the Damned Soundtrack (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
7:02 pm	I'm so sore! I need a massage *Groans* God!!! I am so sore!!! My shoulder hurts... I've been hanging out with my homie Susan... And we went everywhere... Well at least to Media Play, Office Depot, PetCo, and Toys-R-Us... Yeah we spent like 3 hrs at Media Play trying to find hott guys <--- Susan was... Oh and she dragged me along to stare at Greenday merchandise... Yeah... We went everywhere looking for hott guys... LoL!!! And we went to Office Depot just to get of all things... CANDY!!! And yeah, not much to say for PetCo and Toys-R-Us... ICKY!!! I spent the entire morning and early afternoon making invitations for my little brother. He's turning 11 this Saturday on the 2nd. I get to spend my Saturday with 5th graders who think that they are the shit because they think that they are pre-teeners!!! GRR!!! This is gonna suck!!! Sigh! Aw well... See ya's later!!! Conrad Aiken's "All Lovely Things Will Have An Ending" All lovely things will have an ending, All lovely things will fade and die, And youth, that's so now bravely spending, Will beg a penny by and by.   Fine ladies all soon forgotten, And goldenrod is dust when dead, The sweetest flesh and flowers are rotten, And cobwebs tnet the brightest head.   Come back true love! Sweet youth return- But time goes on and will, unheeding, Though hands will reach , and eyes will yearn, And the wild days will set true hearts bleeding.   Come back true love! Sweet youth return- But goldenrod and daisies wither, And over them blows autumn rain, They pass, they pass, and know not whither.   Current Mood: TIRED AND STRESSED Current Music: No Music, Just TV from "That 70s Show" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
9:03 am	Yeah well... Ok my peoples, what is up? Naah, j/k... Well some interesting dialogue took place between *sigh* Mike and I when he read my last few journal entries... I'm not saying whether it's good or bad... *about 2 seconds later* Oh I can't hold it in anymore!!! He said he liked me too!!! *SQUEEZ* And OMG!!! I'm just so FRICKIN HAPPY!!! But the only problem is that I finally have a guy in my life, BUT he lives in ENGLAND!!! And I live in Colorado people! That's like 3 or 4 states away from Cali! It might have been better if I lived in New York... DAMN!!! Oh well, I'm not complaining... And you'll never guess what I did last night... Well first off, had my first Lesbian/ 3-some RP with one of my buddies... It was quite interesting... Yeah well back on topic... I called *sigh* Rick last night... Although he didn't answer the phone, I did leave a message... The following words were said on that message: Hey Rick, it's Kat. I just wanted to see what was up since you were the only person that I could seem to get ahold of, but yeah. Call me back. My number is ***-6-uh-751-****... See ya later CUTIE... Yeah, afterwards, I just kicked myself in my arse because it took me awhile to realize I had not only stumbled on my number, but I had also called him a cutie... Called him a cutie so that his brother, his mom, and his dad could hear how much I liked him... Ya know he's probably going to think I'm so weird arse psycho stalker chica... And he'll probably never ever want to talk to me again... But *sigh* it's my fault... OH and being stuck thinking about 2 different guys isn't kewl. You would think it is, especially since both seem to exihibit signs of flirting/ being interested, and both don't seem to mind giving *squeelz* ME hugs, it just isn't!!! It's confusing and exciting and mind-boggling and a million different other emotions that I really don't want to get into... Yeah one more thing... Usually I dream of Rick almost everynight, but now, since Military Ball, I haven't. And I don't know why it bothers me because it really shouldn't, but it does.</p> Yeah well here's another poem I wrote for Honors English... In The Ring- In the Ring- The Dews still. A swelling of the Gale does not make them Chill. Children play- In the Ring- Oh Listen! We can hear them Sing!   A little Bird- We hear him too! The Messenger of the Purple Host- A Soldier with wings- The Bird- No more than a Ghost. Hear him Sing- Yes, Hear him Sing- Just Hear the Century's Song- All--- Within the Ring! This is  pic I thought would be kewl for my poem- "In The Ring"                                      Current Mood: closest i could get to HORNY Current Music: "Shall We Dance?" Soundtrack (Comment on this)
Monday, March 28th, 2005
9:31 am	SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIT OH SHIT!!!! MIKE READ MY ENTRY WHERE I TALK ABOUT HIM!!! THAT'S WHAT I GET FOR TELLING HIM THAT HE WAS IN MY LIVE JOURNAL!!! FUCK!!! AND I'M TALKING TO HIM RIGHT NOW TOO!!! AND I'M ALL RED AND EMBARRASSED AND BLUSHY!!! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???????????????????????????????????????   Current Mood: heh heh heh Current Music: I BROKE MY DAMN RADIO I'M SO FREEKIN NERVOUS!!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:14 am	*Yawn* Ok, well I woke up about half an hour ago... So tired, and one of my nit-wit (j/k Warren) buddies had to IM me telling me to go to school. I tell him I have Spring break, but he doesn't believe me... So I go off on him and gets all pissy... Hey what can you expect from ME when I just wake up? So any wayz... I have to confess... I had a *whispers* "fantasy" about Mike (from England) last night... Yeah... And I feel so weird and kinda guilty because usually I only do that with Rick... Ok well in my dream, we're just hanging out, talking in my room (<--- Yeah I know, not the best place for a guy and ME to be) and Mike says something funny... Well it's kinda of an insult to me, but he was joking and being playful. So I start to tickle him (as pay back. Ha take that you crazy MO FO!!! *clears throat* ...........), and he just stops me and looks deep into my eyes. (By the Way, Mike and I have a thing for eyes! And *SQUEELZ* He has so so so so so so so so so so so  Purrty eyes!!!) Well I start to blush and he gets this curious look on his face before, of all things, he KISSES ME!!! And it's not just one of those quick peck kisses... It was one of those full on, french kissing, going to make you pass out cuz it's so good, FRENCH KISSES!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! So I wake up this morning feeling PREEEETY happy... *wink wink* LoL! Yeah, ok, I'll just stop now... but *sighs depressed* this SUX!!! I really really really like Rick, but then I have to go and start developing crushes on guys who live on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! What the FRICK is wrong with ME?????? Need help... GIVE ME ADVICE PLEASE!!!   Current Mood: Mike is going to see this!aah Current Music: The Bologna Song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:58 am	*Yawn* Well I just woke up... Going to do another entry once I figure some stuff out Current Mood: .... don't start w/ me Oompas! Current Music: Meow Mix (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
3:24 pm	Damn pics!!!                     GRRR!!! The DAMN PICTURES FROM THE LAST ENTRY DIDN'T SHOW UP!!! Ok well better try again!!! Current Mood: GRR!!! Current Music: same as the last two entries (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:13 pm	Kewl Pics I thought that these few pics were really kewl... So check 'em out.... Oh and another dilemma... There's this guy Mike that I met from England who is really really really kewl and fun to talk to, and he is HELLA HOTT too!!! Ok well he doesn't think he is, and that's just a LIE!!! Besides that... I'm kinda starting to like him...     Current Mood: SO CONFUZZLED!!! Current Music: Beyonce's Album "Dangerously In Love" (Comment on this)
2:29 pm	Whoo!!! Military Ball ROCKED SOX!!! Whoo!!! Military Ball Rocked!!!!!!!! Ok well first off... I almost passed out because I danced to EVERY song... And when I got home, I went straight to my room and passed out half-way onto the bed... So when I wake up at about 12 pm today I have a cramp in my neck and knee... I got home maybe around oh... lemme think... *ponders* oh yeah!!! About 11 pm! Yeah well I was Crypt Walkin and Poppin my A$$... *looks side to side* SSSSSSSSHH!!! LoL, ok and then I danced with Patrick!!! *squee* I also danced with my very attractive Flight Commander Michael M. And I have this thing where I can't look at anyone that I like while I'm slow dancing with them... Stupid I know... But I thought I was over Michael!!! And what am I going to do about Rick??? I felt guilty because I was PURPOSELY flirting with Michael... And Gosh... He complimented me a bunch of times and let me wear his jacket too!!! GAAAH!!! Why does my love life have to be so FRICKED up all the time??? Any whoo... We got these really kewl fans too... I think I wore mine out, but that's ok cuz I took my mom's... OH!!! And props to me cuz I figured out how to tye a tie!!! So kewl!!! It looked good to!!!   Yes well going to go now... Sara Teasdale's "The Kiss" I hoped that he would love me, And he has kissed my mouth, But I am like a stricken bird that cannot reach the south.   For though I know he loves me, Tonight my heart is sad, His kiss was not as wonderful as all the dreams I had. Whoa!!! Burn!!! That's gotta suck for that guy that loves her... A bad kisser whoo!!! Better luck next time buddy!!! Current Mood: WhoO!!! Sugwa!!! Current Music: Beyonce's Album "Dangerously In Love" (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 26th, 2005
1:08 pm	I was FORCED!!!!! Ok well... I was FORCED to do this LJ entry by my homie Patrick (which if there are any GAY SINGLE guys who wanna talk to him- Contact me!!!) .... So I officially found out that *sigh* Rick! Does not like Lailani...Rick only likes her as a friend!!! Whootie Whoot Whoot Patrick is here cuz he's going to Military Ball with me and we're waiting for my chica Tara to come over... Hang on gotta ask if there is anything else Pat wants me to put in here...................   Oh he says "Well tell them how Rick kinda told me and Tara that he kinda likes you!" To this I can feel myself BLUSHING at the mention of his name and Patrick is laughing his arse off at me... Not my fault if the boy *sigh-Rick* makes me feel like butter... All shiny and melty... Pat also says I need to get a pic of Rick just so he can see... For some reason, Rick says only gurlz can call him "Ricky" (which is just one syllable to many for me) and guyz can only call him "Rick." So yeah, I may like Rick, but Ricky *tee hees* is just a little odd sometimes... Current Mood: HIGH on SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
9:04 am	I'm BAAAACCCK!!!!!!! Ok people... Well as the subject states, I'm back... I've been VERY VERY VERY busy with trying to set up with military ball, ROTC drill practice, along with dealing with my friends... See the deal is I've got 2 homiez named Patrick (my best friend who is also gay) and my home gurl Tara... Both keep calling this guy I like Rick... And both seem to think that HE likes ME! Well I'm trying to convince the both of them that there is no way that the one guy, that for many many reasons is different than any other guy I have ever liked, that I like could even remotely like me back... For  awhile I was convinced that he didn't know my name, but I guess that all change... I think that most guys just consider me as a friend, some chica that they can talk to about a lot of things... I don't even know why that is, but I'm used to it... Along with telling everyone that there is no way that Rick could like me, I feel guilty or like a hypocrite... It's just for some reason, even just talking about him now, I'm blushing FURIOUSLY and each time I say he doesn't like me that way, I feel like somehow I'm lying to myself... It's crazy I know... But egh... What can I do... I need help and advice... Yeah so I had better go cuz frankly if I want to go to military ball tonight *squee- the theme is Shangri La* I had better finish my chores... Oh and to all my homiez thank you for always sticking by me in times of great peril... I also just want to post a poem I wrote for Honors English that I thought was really kewl... so yeah here goes... He Would Not Quiver and Chill For Death... He would not quiver and chill for Death- Not ever in His Soul.       A Countryman-So Forbidden of Victory- For His labor and Immortality, This-- The World told.   Her Majesty Whispers of Success- She offers Hope of the sweetest Rest- The Countryman-- He hears Eternity- Agonized, clear. Civility pushes Him- Tells Him to lend his Ear.   In Extremity- He went to the Strangest Sea. He heald but just Himself- Scarcely visible against the Gazing Sun- Oh so Tenderly! He had Pain---- But, He wrote to None.                                                           So yeah my chicas and guys, I say adieu... Well I don't speak French, but I do speak German!!! Auf wiedersehen...   Current Mood: Ooh!!! Rick!!! Current Music: Beyonce's "Dangerously In Love" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 20th, 2005
12:22 pm	Nothing Important Yeah, so basically like the subject said... It was nothing important... I just liked the pic and was trying to figure out how to get pics on there...                                         Peace to all my homiez.... Oh and P.S. JAMIE!!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW THAT I HAVE A LIVE JOURNAL?????? Demanding little chica...   (1 Comment |Comment on this)
11:46 am	First Time... Ok... Well This is the first journal entry I have ever done... After being bombarded by 2 of my homiez who also have live jounal, and having to redo editing my profile like 7 times,  I'm finally happy to be at this stage... I think I'm going to cut this short... well maybe I could rant just a 'LiL' bit over the guy I like RICK!!! Ok... Rick is the guy I've had  a crush on since I met him... He's really nice and he is HELLA HOTT!!! Lately, some things have been going on... Ya know what eventually happens between friends when one likes the other... DRAMA!!!... Well any ways, I haven't been talking to him as much, and my buddies Lailani, Reigna, and Tara have been talking to him all the time... To make matterz worse, I think Rick may like Lailani (even though he hardly knows her) and she may like him... I always have BAD LUCK with guys... Like Just recently... I gave this other guy I like (not as much as Rick... Rick {on a scale of 1-10} is 8... Other guy {Ismael} 5.2) a big Valentine's day present... *sniff sniff* Rick wasn't there that day... Yeah, so I find out like a few weeks afterwards, that he's ........................................ GAY!!!!!!!!!! And it would be some retard like me that would go and fall for a gay guy!!! Oh and everyone, including Ismael, thought I knew that he was gay... OK PEOPLE!!! Y'all should know that Kat isn't the brightest light bulb in the store...  Yeah, well I think I'll just stop here... My life is just crazy... Current Mood: Hello.... Current Music: None Currently (1 Comment |Comment on this)